Hi People, here I am once again writing in my exam days. Because I do think that exams can be so stressful sometimes, and it’s far easier to write about something that took a significant portion in your head, right? :)
Well if you ask me, even until this very moment I haven’t got that passion in my major, which is Civil and (unfortunately the non-available) Environmental Engineering. Haha yes, because truthfully the very first reason I wanted to try another SNMPTN was because I wanted the Environmental Part in CEED, but instead I had to learned about beams, truss, various kinds of pavements and another Civil-related-non-environmental-subjects.
When one of the lecturer asked me: Malika, why did you wanted to study Civil Engineering? I answered frankly: actually, Sir, what I wanted was Environmental Engineering. And then he said that there has been some evaluations regarding that particular matter. You should do something, guys, you totally should :)
Back to the topic! So why am I still struggling here? I haven’t even got any ideas of what kind of Civil Engineer I would be in the future. Amazing, considering I’m in my fourth year already!
There are some reasons in my mind: The university that I’m in is great, it has a good name and hopefully I can get a master scholarship if I graduated with flying colors!
Another reason: Civil Engineering has so many tasks which the students must struggle first in order to finish them. It must have done something in terms of my hardworking and time-managing. :) I hope.
But the last thing that comes into my mind is that I mostly do this for my family. To make my parents proud, the two people in my life that has been the greatest guardians and whose guidance I trust fully.
I will not say much about the latter, but I hope that one paragraph can summarize all of my purposes here, and to become a reminder whenever I feel down or lazy :)
-Come on, Marty! You can fly up to that sky!-